Accustomed to the melodramatic habits of a heartbreak addict, oblivious to everything but extremes
There's never been an in-between
The grass is always brown or green
A never-ending state of restlessness
and God forbid a day goes by without feeling like I gotta know the meaning of life
Equating doubt with weaknesses and failure
I drift so easily into an unrealistic dream
Hung up on details based on wild assumptions
Got a couple tons of baggage bundled up that I don't think that I should share
And my outlook tends to shift every five fucking minutes
Like the tilt of the boat is in charge of my emotions
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Feel free to question and make suggestions, but don't expect to see me change a thing
You can diagnose me or try to coach me, but I'm too far gone
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I mentally remove myself from all that I'm involved with
Physically, I drag myself along
Bad luck is circumstantial, but my own actions set the table
Like a hobby of mine is proving myself wrong
I seem to second-guess myself before I even take my first one
I step on my own toes
I'm on a different level in a world you wouldn't recognize and I'm wondering if my detachment shows
You step on the train and you have no idea
I start to play these stupid games
Get caught up in imaginary situations
Wondering if you're doing the same (Why would you ever be?)
No one in their right mind calculates the rest of their life every time they see a pretty stranger's eyes
And when we go our separate ways, you don't realize how much it weighs
All these tiny self-inflicted heartbreaks
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